The simple truth is that we are not prepared to let go
of those we love, and we each must find our own way. Some are cradled with
religious belief. Some have strong families. Some face the death of a loved one
alone.
I can only share what I learned when my sister's
husband died two years ago.
First, he was cared for at home until that was
impossible.
At hospice, my sister moved into his room. She was
with him every day and every night. She held his hand, and she comforted him.
Family and friends came to say their farewells. On the very last day, two
cousins he had been close to came with their guitars. His last twenty-four
hours, he was surrounded by all the songs he loved all his life, my sister by
his side.
A large, public memorial service comforted us all.
At his wish, he was cremated. His 'cremains' rested in
my sister's night stand for over a year until she was ready to let go. They had
talked of scattering his ashes in the mountains or at sea; either would have
been acceptable.
About a year later, my sister and I drove into the
mountains one morning, past the nature trails and picnic areas, high into the
mountains where the sweep of the valley could be seen far below. She carried
his cremains in a backpack, and we walked up a narrow mountain road.
She wasn't sure where she would stop or what she would
do next. Suddenly, his container fell from the backpack with a thud.
"He's telling me this is the place," said my
sister.
We walked off road and found a flat open space
encircled by pine trees, with a vista of the mountains and the valley below. A
quiet ceremony with burial and prayers followed. My sister and I stayed in that
place until it seemed right to leave.
I like to think of him in that special place. He was
well loved and that's the memory I hold dear.
When I shared my experiences with friends, I was
surprised by how many people I knew had quietly done the same -- simply
scattering the ashes as their loved ones wished. State laws are inconsistent,
so research is needed. Permission is also needed if you plan to bury on private
land. According to the National Cremation Society, about half of all people in
the United States now prefer cremation. Some families elect to bury the ashes;
some keep them. And about one-third scatter the ashes of their loved one. As we
did.
Trail near Anthropological Museum, University of British Columbia, Vancouver (Camp) |
I haven't feared death for a long time, perhaps since
that day, some 40 years ago, when I hit a patch of ice, the car twirled around,
and I slammed into a bank, half ejected, with the car on top of me. What saved
me that day was that bank of mud I landed on. But I remember that moment of
twirling, the vista of the mountains serene, the blue sky above. I remember
thinking my life had been beautiful, each day, and it was enough.
Now retired, grateful each day for husband, family,
and grandchild, I cherish each day.
Resources:
Cremation Solutions. "Scattering Ashes -- Laws
& Regulations." 2009. http://www.cremationsolutions.com/Scattering-Ashes-Laws-Regulations-c108.html
Lovejoy, Bess. "Cremation is On the Rise But
Where to Put the Ashes?" Time.
June 13, 2013. Online: http://ideas.time.com/2013/06/13/cremation-is-on-the-rise-but-where-to-put-the-ashes/
2 comments:
We have long ago planned cremation for us. My husband wishes to be scattered at a fishing lake he enjoys. I'd like my ashes to fertilize a blue spruce.
Thanks for commenting. If it hadn't been for sharing my sister's experience, I'm not sure how I would have felt about cremation. My husband wants to donate his body to science. His ashes would come back to me. I'm not sure I could part with them, like 1/3 of those I read about.
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